Hard Time....

So recently I've been kind of having a tough time at home. I realize i'm supposed to write a persuasive blog once a week, but I'm kind of hoping that I can get some results and some advice from my classmates. My husband is a disabled veteran and has been home since about April. Our relationship has always been working and not spending this much time together. I am also at home, because I'm a stay at home mom. We did great the first few months, and now we are starting to as you could say, get on each others nerves. The hard part is that I feel that he thinks it's all me. I would love some suggestions as to maybe what we could do to make sure that this doesn't happen too much. We try to each have some alone time, but I don't want too much. Right now, actually just writing about it is helping. I don't ever want to vent to my mom because I feel that it would upset her and she can't have that on her right now. My great uncle just died this morning, and my mom also lost a friend this week to cancer. So she has had an extremely rough week. I also found out this morning that not only did my uncle die, that a good friend of mine that is only 32, has breast cancer. I tear up right now because she is so young, with 2 beautiful girls, and a wonderful husband. I couldn't imagine those girls having to lose thier mother at such a young age.

As I said, I know that i'm supposed to write a persuasive and just a regular blog, but this week it is probably only going to be 2 regular blogs. I have so much pain in my heart right now that it's hard to even think about things. I'm staying on top of my assignments, but there are times where I just want to cry. I know I need to be strong and I am for my mom and my friends husband. But it is kind of nice to just be by myself right now so that I don't have to be strong for every one else, and I can just let go and let everything out and then be strong in the morning again.

Until next time.....which will only be a couple of hours so I don't get docked any points.